Oh boy… :P

You know, you never really said what you thought about it. At least, not the new picture. 

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That should work, yeah. :)

Great! And you can see my beard in person. Or, well, over a screen. :P

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Miss you, mountain man. I know you’re about to enter hell week and I’m about to go into exam week so… can we find time to Skype sometime tin the next few days? I probably won’t really be able to the week after that and I need to see you to get through the insanity that’s about to happen here. <3

I’ll add Mountain Man to the list of nicknames you have for me, then. :P

And of course, I’m sure we can find a time to Skype. I miss your face. <3 Does Thursday night sound okay? I have rehearsal, but maybe after that?

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Beard update, for all my lovely followers (and my boyfriend)! I thought you guys might want to see where the past few weeks have gone with it. Now, unfortunately, I will have to shave it off by the time the show starts in a couple weeks. But I wanted to grow it out as much as a can, and since I was kind of rushed into this role, my director was really understanding about letting me keep it until we get to showtime!
Luckily for Kurt, it will be gone by the time he gets home. :P

Beard update, for all my lovely followers (and my boyfriend)! I thought you guys might want to see where the past few weeks have gone with it. Now, unfortunately, I will have to shave it off by the time the show starts in a couple weeks. But I wanted to grow it out as much as a can, and since I was kind of rushed into this role, my director was really understanding about letting me keep it until we get to showtime!

Luckily for Kurt, it will be gone by the time he gets home. :P

private matters

Going to bed kind of sad tonight. :/

It’s hard hearing how much he misses me and how lonely he is. He got the harder end of this deal, and we both know it. I hate that he’s over there all alone and that I can’t be there to hug him or kiss him or sing him to sleep. I want to so badly, and I can’t. 

I’m so happy he’s there, because it’s an incredible opportunity and he deserves it. But it’s hard on him, I know. And I just wish I could make it easier for him. I’ve selfishly been trying to ignore how much I miss him, and I guess I kind of tried not to notice how much he missed me. But seeing how much he misses me just make me miss him more, and I don’t like the hurt that comes with missing him.

Ugh, I’m ready for these two weeks to be up. I’m going to try and stay positive for the both of us, but not ignore how much we miss each other. We both deserve that, I think.

I fully insist I come out on top.

I have no doubt that you will!

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Oh, ultimately, I am too, I suppose. Our snark goes well together. :)

It really does. The battle of wits between the two of you is ever amusing and never ending. XD

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Ahh yes, the basis of true friendship - sounding like you truly hate each other. :P

Honestly, I’m just glad the two of you are friends at all. :)

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I’m sure they’re going to want you back. To hear and see you perform is to love you; they’re bound to. I’m really glad you’ve got Daisy and everyone there with you too. I miss all of them. Even, god help me, Sebastian.

They miss you too! Seb mentioned the other day how things were totally weird around here without you. I think he misses the banter you two have going. :P

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Anonymous asked: How are you doing with the show on such short notice? How are you getting along without Kurt around? Both seem like they'd be really hard.

They are hard, especially since they’re happening at the same time. It’s kind of harder to find time for us to see each other now, which sucks. We’re making it work though, so it’s okay. :)

The show is going pretty well, but it’s a lot of work! And I really want to do well on this show because it means a lot to me personally and I want to be good for the kids who are going to be seeing it. Plus, if I do well the company may want me back! So I’m doing my best right now. I just hope it’s enough.

Kurt not being here, though…it’s weird, no doubt. I miss him like crazy, and the apartment is way too empty and kind of lonely at times. But I’m doing okay, really. I have Daisy here at least, and Audrey and I have been spending a lot more time together! She’s the best, and I love that we stayed so close after RENT. I’ve also been spending a good amount of time with Sebastian and Adam, who are doing really well (together and separately). I think they’re kind of perfect for each other, to be honest. 

Long distance is hard, but Kurt and I are doing just fine right now. We’re making sure to find time for each other and I know he’s having a blast over there.

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